I simply can't contain myself anymore.
I miss it all too much.
There's a bigass void within me
filled with the shattered things that've gone & went.
I miss you
I miss him
& you especially.
& motherfucker, you too.
With all that was said and done
I can't believe I still hurt
I still cry
I still ponder
I still wonder
Gazing;
sighing;
Giving up
or rather, getting over.

& now there's nothing left.

I just miss everything, that's all.
What I used to have been used to
the whole, fuck-it-your-loss...
I guess not so much anymore?
'Cause now I'm losing.
& I miss...

I miss.

...you are actually quite gorgeous

So probably the most chill exam day of my life..
Yada yada, no more chem & eng11 for the rest of my (highschool) liiiiife yo PEACE! Oh man and it rained today (L)...like the Philippines!! Dude, I was so happy, my day could not have been anymore perfect: Walking to the bustop/getting off the bus with my broken umbrella that managed to snap in half(?), wet socks, broken school flats, my oversized zip up practically drenched because of the lack of shelter, my chai steamed milk muthasuckas, an oven-heated white macadamian nut cookie...(L) x 6397873576. My perfect day. To top it off, Twilight is now officially my favorite book (my bad The Kiterunner...).

Edit - June 30, 2008
HAHA! How baks am i. Crazy ass book, but not a crazy ass writer? haha? I'll be back later

Edit - July 17, 2008
Yeah, guess I'm still a sucker:$ Read all three, the last one being the most lacking. They're actually, not as crazily written as a lot of the obsessive girls say it is, maybe cus the book's so hype now? Still, I dream.

Reach so high that you fall on a cloud

favorite pic of the night, aha. i miss you two!

I freaking miss your guts, man. I think the last time we aaaactually hung out was when I came over when it was you moms' birthday that random day & we watched Narnia since its one of your favorite movies but then i was cashed so you said i could fall asleep whenever i felt like i had to but then you ended passing out before i did even i opened that morning and will be again the following day. eFF, that was long ago:'(