what the eff ?!!

Sooooo today was probably one of the best i've ever had so far.
++ might i mention, i had a super chill dope time with my classmates.

pls do excuse me if you take offense but i speak for everyone when i say that i never thought i'd see the day where i can admit to having a good time with my classmates. everyone, including myself, always spoke so low of us saying how we're lame and we don't party and all that shizz. fuck that shit! since i am too GG (Good Girl) for most people, i freaking love my class for not falling into that kind of junk. cus forreal, i had sooo much fun today; the most fun i had in a whiile. & it was while organizing freaking parent teacher interviews!!

but brb! bro's kicking me off>=( but it is quite late..i shall continue later...

XOXO Gossip Girl

Adele's the shit

"Every woman is in the relationship she wants"

The Seige
Best movie in a daang long time.

I wish I watched it in full though,
cus shit, regardless
that hit me haaard, yo
Denzel Washington, you dope sauce.

Dear God,

I'm sorry for being so selfish. I know that everyone says I have reason to and that I don't deserve what I'm going through blah blah but forreal, I can deal and you know it =) I'm strong, You've raised me well.

But for now - actually, for a while - please take care of them, Lord God. No one deserves that kind of a loss so soon, so unexpected. I know our relationship has been such a rollercoaster (religion 11 is some messed up junk and you know it, aha) and that I'm hella drifting away at hyper speed, but please please please help me to understand Your plan for them.

With everything going on right now, I'm sure I simply don't/can't even trust You at all right now, excuse me for being frank.

But please God, just keep them aware of your presecence. Please take exceptional care of Tito and his family please. You know how hard-hitting it is for me as well whenever anyone dies, despite how Chica's my classmate and what not. But if I'm feeling as shitty as I am right now, I can not even imagine how they're coping, to say the least. I just really wish we didn't grow so far apart, cus I don't even know how to pray anymore.

But yeah, just be with them, k?
Yeah, still in a loss for words.
I'm sorry I couldn't do my homework again:(
& yeah, I guess that's all.

Sincerely,
Beebs