Sunday, January 27

oppurtunity's a' knockin

I'm seriously loving where I'm at right now. The month started off to be heeella whack being so eemz and shiz ffff, but I don't think I've ever been this happy and so thankful for every damn thing since... never? Ha! A loootta things have been going down.

A typical weekday of the life Abigail Therese De Guzman Soriano Solis consists of:
05:30 wake up for Chamber
06:30 board the bus to escuela
07: 00 Chamber
08:30 - 03:00 l'ecole (yuck)
03:00 - 05:00 Dance Squad or Choir

05:00 - 09:00 Workskies yeye
09:30 - 11:00 SICK STYLZ SYMPHONY PRACTICE (Fridays)
10:00 - 05:30 (attempts of) Homework/sudying/sleep
& begin again!

Used to complain about all o' that, having only maaybe 3 hours of sleep a night (if i'm lucky):S
But with the new additions of work and dance, fcuk it, I'll be a freaking robot for all i care

I love work, my staff is so chill & they make it hella fun

Dance... s'it. Nothing in the world that can amount to my love and passion for it.
Sick Stylz Symphony, holla (more info to come)
I tried out for XSS Varsity team for Worlds? Can't really tell yet if that was successful or not, aha. I danced with the hugest effing headache which i let keep me back & it showed:S:S
(And yes, the headache was the result of lack of sleep/nutrition)

I'll do anything for those two things. HAHA YUP! Even work:$..............

But umm, I should be taking advantage of my weekend for sleep
so i'll make this pretty later (pretty enough fo' ya?)

Point is
I've finally found my balance

PS, 9:30 - 11 (in the night time) practices just for dance: now ain't that G
i'm fcuken livin the good life for sheeezz

Saturday, January 19

"...Those days were killerrrr."
Wish I can just rewind & kick back to start
'them simple days, yenno?

Monday, January 14

so uh...
thdgs fdgkkdgg sdgks

some things'll never change.
& you are one of them.

/too upset for words

Sunday, January 6

Fambam fun?..

@ the dinner table...

"Mom, you have no eyeborws"
"No seriously, all i see is eyeliner"
"Not even a HINT of any brow hairs"
"Becose i don't like dem tick and bussy!!"
" you'd rather have just eyeliner & no eyebrows at all?.."
"HAHAHA! Ma, you got owned once again."

"Ate! Ate! you know my friend Christian tickles me like this..."
"You know when a boy tickles you, they just want to flirt with you ;)"

"There ma, i fixed your fricken rosary"
"Thank you"
" go say sorry to Mary"
"HAHHAHAHAHAHA! you're stupid."

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on a side note,
Bee, why do you keep trippin' over somethin you know's already there??
bad boys yeye, so literal yet so insightful. chiiiiill bee chill

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one last thing,
HAHAHAHAHA! ohmygaash

Saturday, January 5

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,

'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

- Maya Angelou

Friday, January 4

She said THAT? I can't believe she just said that.

It's different coming from another person, but coming from you i'm just plain speechless. & once again, you picked the perfect time AND words. It's like you love seeing me this way; crashing and burning at your delight. just HAD to ASSUME and follow the talk of the town.
But I guess that's to be expected.
...cus only mama knows best, huh?

Funny how you don't know a thing about me thank you very much, cus aaall you think you know, is the (false) side of me.
Because even I'm not THAT stupid enough to go about things in the ways you think i do. I don't judge people like you do
& that's a whooole lot

Which is why i deserve atleast a shitload better than your perceptions of me.

Wednesday, January 2

JAN 14th
3-7pm, OAK & 22nd
yee that's right, hella getting off school early 'cus the dopest manager in town hired me suckaas HAHA!

COME VISIT ME while i just read a whole lotta SHIT MY FIRST DAY!!
It gon' be a paaarty up in thur, yeo

... & thus the stress commenced...........
while i be makin' some moonies!!
so fuck that shiiet
... for now