Monday, December 29

Thank the LORD for days off yo. Got to sit, stand, and chiiiiill...
spent the whole day out!! F/CK yeah!!:) woke up early for nothing (haha i'm used to it/dont mind anymore) . Original plan was to head Downtown with brother at 10, but we got lazy and realized nothing was open til 12 anyway, ahaha. Haha eff, proof of how GG I am with Downtown:$ Anytoots, left the house at 11.Went around Gastown (sad to say, I haven't been there in a whole year:$:$). Went to the usual dope stores: Alife, Complex, Livestock, Goodfoot. Took the liberty of going to some new ones too: Obakki and (finally) the new Stussy store. Girlies with sass, check out Obakki I strongly encourage you. Dropped off food for my brother cus I almost made him late=\ met up with Jo and met her friends. Nathalie's so chill, aha. Eff, fooled me into thinking you were Filipino too hhahahaha. Chilled around Downtown for a bit then to TGI's at Metro. Jace and Jel were working!!!! Usual Jack Daniel ribs... I believe... with something else (got the party platter this time). Jel lost his tooth again!:( Poor Arjel=( Jace thought our comment card was lame. Sheesh, we only missed you thaat much. I hope you found your tip (u). Headed to Church (so happy to admit btw).Then we departed and off to bro's work we go. Helped Ming with her close; she was 1 hour behind =\ Went home.

Today was hella nice. Shoot, watched re-runs of The Hills, One Tree Hill, and Gossip Girl as well as the premiers of Bromance and The City (L) the whole damn day. Dang yo, even went back to my roots and ate some freaking Daing and rice with my hands HAHAHAHAHA! Oh geeez...shout out to the fobs out thuuurr. Ate tonnes of chocolate throughout the day too:$ Aww man, it was such a good day today; got to relax from my stressful, music inspired, educated, and sleep deprived life.

& from my days of no work I love a few things just a bit more:
1. Hellz Bellz Dresesd to Kill
Drool... I think I just want the Plain white T come to think of it.
Yeah, I 'm pretty sure I'm behind on what's in this season...
But I still want it.
2. My brother
Yuh, I know corny. But f/ck ya'll!! Aha, but of course, the lovely Joana had to smack my face with it.
While me and my bro were waiting for the bus, we were talking about how not-sogreat our Christmas was (again) this year. I brought up how I don't want a debut because I don't want a father-daughter dance; same for my un-want for him to be at my grad my wedding and every significant day of my life that requires some sort of connection/reference with a father.
"I'll hand you off (referring to my wedding)" need I say more?
3. TV!!!!!!
Shoot, I just haaad to realize this while watching One Tree Hill. Haaaa...
But anyway, I am: extreeemely bitter, likewise extremely happy, & crazily cautious because I'm freaking scared, yo. Scared of people getting too close to me. I'm scared that they'll see the real me; the person I, myselft, am afraid of. Weird, eh? Haha, I guess that's why a lot of people don't prefer to maintain let alone make eye contact with the other. Hahahaha & I guess how 'its as if they're looking into your soul' is f/cken RIGHT. HAHA! Also, I can't always do a million things for other people leaving me last. So straight up, haha & I know I sound so arrogant (sorry, but I'm not). I can't always be all the Nate Archibalds for the spoiled and hot Blairs of this world. But I can't helpt it. One more thing that tops my list for New Year's Resolutions. I'm learning, I'm learning.

Oh yeah! I'm actually making those this year! I always thought they were stupid since I don't really know of anyone who actually went through with them, I guess that's the point of them though, realizing how lazy and ignorant we all are. I'm lazy! & ignorant! + I think that actually setting goals for myself will help me. I've been neglecting that for years now; awlways trying to grow up faster than I already am. Sheesh! Gotta take it slooowmo...

Sorry for the long blog. Screw you if you were impatient. (L)

Peace for now.


1010 said...

good blog. word to the dad piece.

yea, i quit. too time consuming for so little paper. i know you feel me. hahaha

patthedog said...

i don't even appreciate my days off like you do...
which is everyday for me =\

mpereira said...

wow, I haven't heard of someone with the same feelings towards their fathers in forever :S

I totally feel ya there, !